Linux!=Windows

Finally at rest within myself on my choice of Linux as a OS.
Here's a gr8 article on why Linux will never be Windows.

http://linux.oneandoneis2.org/LNW.htm

Those lines on FOSS, Linux copying windows, why powerwindows users like me nearly kick shit in Linux... I love themm

Back To where I was

Well, Life has nearly put about a complete turn for me.
From great dreams, which were actually the mountains from which I looked from I have suddenly seen my ideals turn into caves into which I actually start hiding.

There's a couple of interesting persons in my life right now. One thing which I actually now realize is for whatever we say change is the only thing permanent.The drawing above is by some great guy CHu-Fen .../ whatever mate great drawing. I dunno why but I like it, the shyness in her face the garish yet subtlety mixing colour of her dress and the drab yet astute color of the background draw me to the pic.

As I move forward in my life, I actually now suddenly realise that I am more selfish than I ever expected myself to be, which is kinda of a shock to me. Maybe in the quest for my self-preservation perhaps I have lost the spark which glowed in me for the greater good always. My friend once remarked that I am a dominant personality. Who knows?

In the end what matters to me the most is perhaps whether I have been true to myself. True, I have done ultimately crazy things from time to time, yet I would like in the end to be secure yet free, one of the main reasons why I don't have true friend, 1) nobody in my frequency 2) freedom is too costly right now to pay for constant companionship and I have found no one worth it so far in my college.

Aaah.... there I go rambling. But perhaps this is part of everyones life, when they look inside themselves and find them facing someone they never expected to be there inside their core and not knowing what to do which themselves whether they are facing a demon or angel.....

True the hardest of revelations is to look into the compilation of what you call Yourself.

By the by, Debian rox, using it having dumped Windows true its cumbersome but I appreciate it's flexibility and true power, which is actually doing something for just doing it.